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May. 31st, 2008 @ 03:47 pm
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Go 'way from my window, Leave at your own chosen speed. I'm not the one you want, babe, I'm not the one you need. You say you're lookin' for someone Never weak but always strong, To protect you an' defend you Whether you are right or wrong, Someone to open each and every door, But it ain't me, babe, No, no, no, it ain't me, babe, It ain't me you're lookin' for, babe.
Go lightly from the ledge, babe, Go lightly on the ground. I'm not the one you want, babe, I will only let you down. You say you're lookin' for someone Who will promise never to part, Someone to close his eyes for you, Someone to close his heart, Someone who will die for you an' more, But it ain't me, babe, No, no, no, it ain't me, babe, It ain't me you're lookin' for, babe.
Go melt back into the night, babe, Everything inside is made of stone. There's nothing in here moving An' anyway I'm not alone. You say you're looking for someone Who'll pick you up each time you fall, To gather flowers constantly An' to come each time you call, A lover for your life an' nothing more, But it ain't me, babe, No, no, no, it ain't me, babe, It ain't me you're lookin' for, babe.
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Mar. 19th, 2008 @ 01:00 pm
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any suggestions for something to do this saturday for my birthday? |
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Dec. 9th, 2007 @ 04:46 am
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Please, remember me, happily, by the rosebush laughing with bruises on my chin, the time when we counted every black car passing your house beneath the hill, and up until someone caught us in the kitchen with maps, a mountain range, a piggy bank a vision too removed to mention
But please remember me, fondly, i heard from someone you're still pretty and then they went on to say that the Pearly Gates have such eloquent graffiti like: “we'll meet again” and “fuck the Man” and “tell my mother not to worry” and angels with their great handshakes but always done in such a hurry
and please remember me, at Halloween making fools of all the neighbors our faces painted white, by midnight we'd forgotten one another and when the morning came I was ashamed only now it seems so silly that season left the world and then returned and now you're lit up by the city
so please remember me, mistakenly in the window of the tallest tower call, then pass us by, but much too high to see the empty road at happy hour gleam and resonate just like the gates around the Holy Kingdom with words like: “lost and found” and “don't look down” and “someone save temptation”
and please remember me, as in the dream we had as rug-burned babies among the fallen trees and fast asleep beside the lions and the ladies that called you what you like and even might give a gift for your behavior: a fleeting chance to see a trapeze- swinger high as any savior
and please remember me, my misery and how it lost me all i wanted those dogs that love the rain, and chasin' trains the colored birds above there runnin' in circles round the well, and where it spells on the wall behind St. Peter so bright on cinder gray in spray paint: “who the hell can see forever?”
and please remember me, seldomly in the car behind the carnival my hand between your knees, you turn from me and said the trapeze act was wonderful but never meant to last, the clowns that passed saw me just come up with anger when it filled with circus dogs, the parking lot had an element of danger
so please remember me, finally and all my uphill clawing my dear, but if i make the Pearly Gates i’ll do my best to make a drawing of God and Lucifer, a boy and girl an angel kissin’ on a sinner a monkey and a man, a marching band all around the frightened trapeze-swinger
nah nah nah, nah nah nah nah … |
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Oct. 21st, 2007 @ 11:19 pm
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See if anyone reads this, and knows about a certain phonecall they gave me on sunday. I am gonna be gettin the number that was witheld. and there is more people lookin you than you know. so i will find out who it was.
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Oct. 17th, 2007 @ 01:43 am
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I am going off to leeds this friday for the weekend with Dan and chris, on a " business " ......" trip ". heh. I can't wait. |
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( start backwards ) ----> how a baby connects to its mother and father. the connection starts when the mother and father both met, They knew it was real love. from the time they realised they couldn't be without eachother they created this special feeling that built up and grew as they where with eachother. there love was so strong they started thinkin that they had a special purpose in life, for example, if there love kept growing there thoughts of them haveing a special purpose grew more and more. eventually, if they had a child, all that love, all them thoughts of there special purpose were answered, they would treat that baby like it was baby jesus, because of how they feel for eachother, and that is what the baby is built up on, all the connections and emotions they shared since they met when there love was just to much for them to hold, it formed together as one and made there child they will care and love that child no motter what because it is there love made into one.! .............................................................................................................................................................................................................. Hell. Hell - Hell is someone who doesn't let go of things like Fear and stress and worrys etc. meaning if people hold onto there worrys and stress all the time, that one little thing will evolve into a nest of worrys or fears, for example. if you let something very stupid worry you or whatever, it will settle in your mind if you dont sort it out and get rid of it. Picture yourself in an empty white room, " close your eyes when you do this " , NOW.. Lets pretend this tiny white room is your brain, so you are standing in your brain. picture this tiny nest untop of your head, that nest is called " your worrys ", now picture that growing and growing untill it has filled the room and you are in the middle of it. You can't see anything around you, your LOST... I think That is Hell itself, i dont think you go burn somewhere, it would be worse if you die and somehow your mind isn't free, because of the things in your life you haven't sorted...and your lost in this room or whatever it is, don't let things liek doubts and shit control you,... .............................................................................................................................................................................................................. If anybody actually makes sense of this comment and tell me what you think, im not looking critsisim, And if you wanna know why and what possessed me to write this jibberish ask me, cause i can't write it on the internet just in case. a hint tho. special K.
Sep. 14th, 2007 @ 12:40 am
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Download a few songs by.... Dj Shadow...
He is amazing..
heres a few good ones...
Six Days..
meets his maker
giving up the ghosts.
mashin on the motorway
you can't go home.
Anything basically from the Album - The private press.
Sep. 13th, 2007 @ 03:35 pm
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workin in the limelight is fuckin amazin, best job so far.
thats it basically.
Sep. 13th, 2007 @ 12:19 am
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WISSSSEEEEEEEEE UPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP NIIIIIIIIIIII
Sep. 2nd, 2007 @ 10:42 pm
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well, Snow patrol put on a good show last night...30,000 people showed up, i met snow patrol cause i was in the vip bar was pretty good, also limelight have given me a job, workin at a bar is fuckin sweet. a fella came up yesterday and gave me a 30 quid tip, but i had to put it in the jar. anyways aye, so it was good.
Sep. 2nd, 2007 @ 02:06 pm
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im working at the snow patrol concert tomorrow in bangor...anyone going?
Aug. 31st, 2007 @ 02:04 pm
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The Simpsons movie was pretty good...Whoever goes to see it, Don't leave right at the end, stay untill they walk away, you will miss something..
Jul. 26th, 2007 @ 11:42 pm
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Holy living hell. Ketamine JESUS!!!
K - holed - Blew my head away..
I took just near a gram of Ket, I actually thought i left my body for like 12 hours on a trip, and i thought i was dead in heaven, and shit it is the shit. You see and feel everything on the trip, I thought i was in a war aswell. lol. Fucking amazin... Fuck e's. K is the greatest thing...below that is MDMA fucking awesome on Ket aswell..
Jul. 11th, 2007 @ 03:12 pm
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Haha. lol, That was funny...Sorry about all that whoever was at meh gaff last night..Mother cracks up because of what happened to her house...
Anyway...
New start -...I still have my gaff, also my mate Jude is signing the contract aswell, so she will be living here..
Partys wont be happenin that much like, just have bout 6 or 7 people round tops sometimes and stuff, I dont wanna fuckin loose this place lol, so aye keep it sweet lol..
Jun. 25th, 2007 @ 12:26 pm
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I HAVE MY OWN FUCKIN HOUSE/....YEOPOOO...IM IN IT RIGHT NOW..I NOW LIVE IN FINAGHY IN A 2 BEDROOM HOUSE ON MEH OWN YEOOOO....NOW WE HAVE SOMEWHERE TO GO... FUCKIN RIGHTTTT YEEOOOOO
Jun. 23rd, 2007 @ 04:39 pm
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Jesus christ is anyone else not gettin a tad sick of people posting there wee shity problems... there not even serious problems. Sorry I just wanted to get that out...but seriously its gettin melty now..
Jun. 17th, 2007 @ 11:53 am
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wooo, i got a job...I am now workin in the mace in dunmurry...the new mace..start this tuesday..
bye
Jun. 1st, 2007 @ 05:32 pm
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Anyone got a clue who is mixing shite to Jim about me...Not in anyway am I worried about it at all, Just dont like the point of it, Not planning to do anything about it either. Just someone told him I said that he trashed my house on saturday, yet he wasent even there saturday.....
In other news...I think me and allana have definatly settled now, feels great..
More other news....Robyn is a Anal Virgin, One of the few...
More news....Ehhh, aye, Im still homeless, for all who didn't know. Mother got a restraining order out on me..Not aloud near the House, If I do go to it, I get lifted, But me and meh mum are sweet enough, We just cant live together, gonna go into town tomorrow and sign on as homeless, get more benifits, and hopefully get set up in a place untill I cant get my own place...
Other news...The Gows are amazing, never met such generous group of Gows in my entire life.
Off to the shops for Milk and Biscuits now...Goodnight xXx..
May. 28th, 2007 @ 11:44 pm
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Send someone to love me I need to rest in arms Keep me safe from harm In pouring rain
Give me endless summer Lord I fear the cold Feel I'm getting old Before my time
As my soul heals the shame I will grow through this pain Lord I'm doing all I can To be a better man
Go easy on my conscience 'Cause it's not my fault I know I've been taught To take the blame
Rest assured my angels Will catch my tears Walk me out of here I'm in pain
As my soul heals the shame I will grow through this pain Lord I'm doing all I can To be a better man
Once you've found that lover You're homeward bound Love is all around Love is all around
I know some have fallen On stony ground But Love is all around
Send someone to love me I need to rest in arms Keep me safe from harm In pouring rain
Give me endless summer Lord I fear the cold Feel I'm getting old Before my time
As my soul heals the shame I will grow through this pain Lord I'm doin' all I can To be a better man
May. 27th, 2007 @ 11:55 am
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SPAIN IS SHITEEEEEEEEEEEE
Anyway. i booked a flight home for tomorrow meanin...Monday so i shall be partyin like fook, fuckin love belfast...cyas tomorrow...
May. 20th, 2007 @ 10:44 am
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